There was a battle here
Anchored in the seabed
A boat swinging in the storm, creating wakes like white flowers
Brief blooms obliterated by black water
Author: Zen Greenway
I am a gentle spirit in a brutal world. Here, I drop my scythe, a smile in the grass. https://zengreenway.com/
Journal on Time & Mindfulness
It’s a commitment I have to make. Mindfulness is a decision about what is important, a specificity of focus that is entirely under my control. One of the few things that responds directly to my will.
Read MoreJournal on Healing
I think I try to label this sadness as other things. I call it fear about recurrence or about money. I call it discomfort when I feel I’m not taking care of the site or my body in general. I blame it on my medications or my hormones. I classify it as something old that should have been dealt with already. Imagine that!
Read MoreJournal on Subtle Expansion
This is how allowing benefits me. If I control everything, this unconscious network doesn’t function, or it if does I don’t benefit because I’m not listening for those subtle changes in the harmonic of my being.
Read MoreJournal on Trusting Myself
I think any pseudo-confidence I’ve had was based on compulsive readiness. I was proud of my ability to plan, which is not an inherently bad thing, but it became my entire basis for trusting myself. And now that I have seen where compulsive planning puts me in life, I realize it’s no way to run a rodeo.
Read MoreJournal on Gratitude
I am grateful to be here again today. I am grateful to be sitting at my desk, which used to be my Dad’s desk, writing about life. I am grateful to pick a different color pen every day.
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